Tiap hujung minggu tak de kat rumah.

Assalamualaikum.

merujuk kpd tajuk diatas, mmg! boleh dikatakan  tiap hujung minggu tiada di rumah.. it either go to my bro's house or going back to hometown or go to shah alam... buat ape kt shah alam?? hehe i pon tk tau..

sbnrnya dh stay kt puncak tu almost a month++.. being there/here makes me think that every things happened for a reason.. who ever expect i'll be diagnosed with 'that' and luckily i'm here.. why i say lucky?? because my brother is here and he could look after me and it ease my mother to monitor my condition..

and i also realized why i'm unable to get any scholarship before in reaching my dream.. rupan2nya ni lah hikmah die..

semangat nk mengejar impian tu tiba2 ada balik.. tp this time no high hope.. just HOPE..

this is what i felt and feel for these two++ months..

i feel sad. why? i love my friends.. i love my family the most.. friends cannot family and family cannot substitute friends.. they are another gift Allah gave us..

in friendship, i prefer to have discussion rather than keep silence.. it will clarify the problems (if you say its problem)..

pernah kan tgk cerite2/drama2 yg mana si Ana (bukan nama sebenar) mengetahui sesuatu drpd org lain, bukan dprd tuan punya bdn.. drpd tuan bdn kn lg molek.. pastilah harus diguna dgn gaya yg elok.. tk gitu?

sekian. ^_^ v

nota:  ME (tepuk dada) -----------> sayang sgt kwn susah senang saya time diploma.. mereka tk dpt ditukar ganti.. we are like 'circle' no matter what happen, we'll never brake.. i really hope so.. buat assignment bersama mereka sgt lah dirindui..

AENA JUE JEM SHIFAA percayalah kt harap KITA kawan sampai bila3..

Duhai Hati, Tenanglah.

duhai hati tenanglah.. tenanglah..

astagfirullah hal azim.. istighfar byk2..

bila hati dan akal gagal sepakat, akal di dahulukan..

setiap bnd harus ada hikmah dah penyelesaian nya..

sabar ya akal, hati dan manusia tak dpt dipisahkan.. w/p akal selalunya betul, hati tk boleh di siakan.. ikut saja lah kerna akal juga yg jd pilihan nnt..

tolong faham kan?

assalamualaikum

just a short note:
 rindu kat kwn2 tetapi mrk seakan tidak fhm.. atau is there something bother u?? is it from me?? if do, feel free to tell me..


p/s: future still kelam.. hope for the best..

comel always in her mind.

assalamualaikum..

*my first entry khas*

this entry is in red because of MUNA AMALINA MOHAMAD TARMIZI

buat teman ku, HEPI belated BESTDAY!! 9/8/2011 sweet- 12 again! may Allah bless you through out life.. have best of luck on your Braces process.. it takes at least 3 years only.. i know you can go through this.. beauty is pain, ain't?

nothing much to say as you already knew how much you love me, and i love you more :D.. love you till end.. pasang surut tu biasa lah.. sedangkan lidah lagi kan tergigit, inikan pula sahabat-teman..

hope you get what you want and life filled with saadah wa rohmah..

n/k: menggembara ke mana pon kau tetap tak dapat ditukar ganti.. tak rapat bagaimana pon rasa tetap dikongsi.. berkawan baik tidak bermaksud sentiasa berkepit di sisi.. tapi selalu ada di hati.. hanya yg mengharungi tahu apa dalam diri.. iaitu kita saling sayang persahabatan ni..  

 

Summary.

assalamualaikum

dah lama bercuti dri menge-post sebarang entry di blog.. masa mencemburui dan byk t/jwb yg memerlukan perhatian yg lebih lagi..

bulan puasa boleh dijdikan sebagai permulaan kpd sesuatu yg baik.. azam bgi ke arah lebih baik..

insyaa Allah itulah yg di impikan ramai org termasuk diri saya.. semoga apa yg di impikan tercapai dgn usaha dan doa..

mmg sedih apabila benda yg dpn mata tp tk dpt ambil.. ibarat 'ia' right in front of your eyes but you cant hold it or use it, you just can see it-- or make it worst, see it go away from your sight..
stp bnd yg berlaku dan akan berlaku pasti ada kebaikan nya.. Allah is the Great Planner.. but we, the human need to have faith in it.. Percaya kpd qada' dan qadar Allah.. ayuh! memantapkan hati supaya lebih tenang.. :)

Waalahualam..

p/s: nak share one great book.. 'Dan Bidadari Pun Mencintaimu'- al Imron al Shirazy... bacalah.. the great love people should have..

jgn tak puase :D

i miss her as she's not here.

Hidup tidak selalunya indah

Langit tak selalu cerah

Suram malam tak berbintang

Itulah lukisan alam

Begitu aturan Tuhan

Manusia kalau tk ditimpa kesukaran sekali sekala tidak lah dinamakan mengalami proses kehidupan. Rasa hati sayu pabila mengenang sesuatu yang membuat hati terusik.. Sedih sgt mudah untuk dirasai, hati jd tk tenang, mahu segalanya kembali pulih spt sedia kala.. Kadang kala kita juga ter fikir untuk membiar kan sesuatu perkara itu begitu saja demi menjaga perkara yg lain.. cuma yg bezanya, which one is worth to be sacrificed?? yeah, i know people have to forgone something in order to gain another.. on what basis the desicion should be made?? through logical or emotional aspect?? everybody might have the ability to be advisor but not everybody can be a good listener.. when you are sad, what would you do?? cry? sigh* its difficult!

just now i sent my sister back to her hostel.. and now i start to miss her.. i love my sister.. all I hope is that she study hard and be a useful and successful person.. i might have my own way in expressing my love to her, so she is.. she is my only younger sister.. my cat is sooooooo gedik when she's around or she had returned home.. 
the conclusion is I LOVE MY FAMILY sooo much :).

foot note: entry tiada kaitan dgn yg hidup atau mati melainkan dinyatakan.. ia juga tidak melibatkan any specific or certain peristiwa.. just words..

sehingga menjumpai yg berkenan di hati, ruang ini akan diolah berulang2 kali.

sekian :)